You know what my problem is? I get attached, fast. And once I'm attached to someone, I do everything I can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what I want, it's always everyone's needs before my own. I give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. But I'm okay with that, because they're in my life and that's all I ever really wanted. And even if they screw me over, i'll still be there for them. Because that's me, that's who i am. Once i get attached to someone, they capture my heart and they always have a place there. And that is why it's so hard for me to let him go.