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sugar rush

*me & ain

My days of craving for a Giant Macaroon are finally over! i initially intended to bring my friends to buy some Macaroons at the Gardens but had a last minute change of plans and headed to Pavilion just cause of the better variety of shops, though a bit disappointed for not being able to get my Giant Macaroons. while walking around, i stumbled across Delectable and literally jumped up and down because this was the exact shop selling Giant Macaroons in The Gardens, though i didn't know it would also be in Pavilion! due to the sugar rush *just by looking at those giant beauties* i bought all 6 Macaroons on display for each one of us, since i did promise them i would. so here, take a look at how big they are; palm size *my palm.

*these giant babies are available at Delectable by Su in Pavilion or The Gardens at RM10/each (is put in a box with a ribbon on top)

thankyou for the feel-good day Ain, Mimi, Faghah, Izzul and Shah :)


at Opah's house

who can resist a little kid tip toeing into your room every 10 minutes in the morning to see if you're awake. i can't. at first i played along, pretending to sleep. then it became tempting so i hugged him and smile at his cute chuckles. aww Zachary, why are you so cute and cuddly? i miss you already ♥

& the fun nights, staying up watching K-dramas with Ayish and Lisa.

til we meet again with a whole lot of other cousins, during puasa :)


first day, first time

so yesterday was my last day of working. i've stopped working formerly cause i was supposed to go on a trip to UK tomorrow but suddenly is postponed to December due to the whole MARA situation ; needs to sign papers, BTN and stuff. So maybe every cloud has a silver lining.

the first day of being unemployed is kind of a bittersweet feeling. i get to wake up whenever i want, shower and eat to my likings. however i miss entertaining cute adorable little kids that want to buy candy, listening to Izat's fascinating stories and already miss the friends i've made.

yet today i couldn't resist myself from going to my work place intentionally just for a brief trip but ended out as a 3 hour stay. i ate gummy bears like a starving child. i just don't know whats with me and gummy bears but i just can't stop eating em. except the orange and yellow ones. yes, i'm a picky eater.

so Izat will be resigning too soon, and we reckoned to go watch a movie or jogging some time. oh and i'll be going to Opah's house this Thursday. can't wait ! ;)


cure cancer

today was such a horrid day. not today in particular, but the whole 10 minutes before i flipped open my laptop. it's a story i don't wanna share but want to let out the whole sadness and incapable feeling i feel. i feel, worthless, frail and broken. i feel angry, torn and bitter. i feel like going into a deep sleep for awhile, to get over this. i wish my brother was with me now. he'd know what to say. i logged onto facebook to leave him a message just cause it's too late in Australia to chat. and it's like Izat has some super powers or something, telling me to watch this video, which surprisingly made me smile for 2 minutes. this video can cure anything. but once the video ends, i'm back to being, well- Sad.


alot to say

i was literally rubbing my eyes in disbelief on friday morning, as i read that i was accepted a scholar to do a degree in Medicine under the UKM-UNPAD twinning programme after previous weeks of stress and anxiety of waiting for results. One word rushed through my lips; Alhamdulillah.

despite myself being a bit sceptical to do Medicine in Indonesia in the beginning (due to an un-opened mind i suppose), my eyes are wide open now thanks to a bunch of Mummy's friends who are also Doctors that also lecture medical students in UKM (my future lecturers). They said i should change my mentality that medical schools in Indonesia don't produce good doctors, quoting them "in the end, it's not about the school you go to. it's how great of a doctor you'll be, which comes in time of experience, passion and dedication.

thats the good news. the bad news is i think i won't be able to go to Paris. you see, i'll have to go to BTN to get this MARA scholar which unfortunately will be on the 25th. it was planned that i'm supposed to leave London to Paris on that very day, so i guess no Paris for me. I'll have to get myself back in Malaysia on the 24th, ALONE since daddy still has work there till the 29th. Boo hoo ! i'm still hoping the date of BTN will be postponed though, pleaseee!

so today at work, Leisure Mall was full of people, considering the fact that people were afraid of going out to KL because of the whole crap Bersih thing. Oh come on Malaysia, whats with the hate and all ? well even Hafiz and Adira from AF went to Leisure Mall to watch a movie i suppose and even stopped by Famous Amos to buy cookies from me. what i didn't know was that they were like really close. they even put cookies into each other's mouths, like for real.

oh i'd like to highly recommend those who like eating icecream, should buy Famous Amos' cookie crumbs for only RM4 per kilo. you can sprinkle it on top of an ice cream, make the base of a cheesecake or even mix it into your ice blend drink like i did. Yum, i guarantee!

oh i bought this book, The Big Book Of Cupcakes today and can't wait to be a cupcake-making freak ! the book is super cute and colourful and has amazing recipes of red velvet and such an God i can't wait to start trying them all !



my tongue aches from burning my taste buds yesterday. this was all because i was extremely hungry and couldn't stop salivating over the good looking plate of Lasagna in front of me with the melted-oozing-ridiculous-looking cheese on top. i literally immediately scooped a mouthful into my mouth, not even thinking of blowing it to cool it down. so apparently, i burnt my tongue and my taste buds are now dead. Cells, regenerate quick please! it is getting pretty uncomfortable