as the angels cry

dedicated to :
emira nabilanazatul zunurainfarah farhananabilakayinmimiainul bahiahshahsalia hanumfadhayudianmirarinashireenellemelnabilasaraamarteew

and i wish i could say to mohd al-haizat too
♥

tough times where i wish i could lean on a shoulder



Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy…

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there’s no light to break up the dark
That’s when I, I
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can’t
Find my way home anymore
That’s when I, I…
I look at you

When I look at you I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know i’m not alone.

time will heal
ttfn.

spread his wings and fly

just got back from sending abang off to do his masters in australia
well, i miss him already. now its getting kinda lonely at home.

its late, i better sleep. i think i'm gonna sleep in his room


byebye abang :(

ttfn .

icecream !

had icecream today with shafiq at tasik
he tickled my funny bones :)

can't wait for thursday with shah and ain ♥
i'm going to buy one of those rantai with alphabets that i saw with kayin haritu.
i miss kayin


ttfn :)

where are you now?

i miss mohd al-haizat :'(

pretty much ADORABLE (!)

i once heard that penguins are very loyal so i started google-ing abt them (i was bored)

google results :

When a penguin finds a partner who takes its duty serious to breed the eggs and raise the chicks, he will be loyal to her for the rest of his life. And although divorcing is rare, most of the time penguins will go back to their partner of the year before.

awwww . i wish humans were like this.

ttfn :)

icecream guy

today was kinda interesting. well technically, yesterday (its already midnight)

so i woke up at 3 or so ( i slept at 8a.m) when ain text me abt getting her L and planning bout us going to pavi next thursday. and that reminds me, takde duit lagi ni. tak mintak daddy lg. mcm malu pun ada jugak pasal duduk rumah je membuta tetiba mintak duit byk nak beli baju lah segala. but daddy is THE NO.1 DAD ;) lgpun lamaaaa tak buy stuffs besides food haha. so okay back to the story. after texting bla bla i got up and showered. i looked at the mirror and my cheeks were like bigger than yestarday! -_______-
so i decided to go for a jog at tasik permaisuri
so there i was lari lari, jalan, lari lari, jalan. yeah penat like hell. (teringat amar pula haha) and then after like 30 mins i was soooo penat jalan pun tak larat so i rested at a bench. Suddenly an icecream popped in front of me and this guy was just smiling holding the cone. this was the conversation :

mira: eh? umm *smiles*
(of course i was nervous and freaked)
guy : eh ambil lah. merah gila muka. panas kan farah?
and so i was thinking, dia ni salah org laaaa
mira : oh haah panas. um u salah org kot. nama bukan farah
guy : haha saje je teka. so nama apa?
mira : um mira.
guy : oh i'm shafiq

*silence*

then he started telling abt himself and i was just like 'oh' and 'hehe' (i'm not really good with new ppl). and yeah, i did eat the icecream :) oh and he was also 18 this year. he gave me his number but noooo i havent got back to him yet. but later, maybe

so today was the beginning of a new friendship :)


ttfn :)

this song

Oh heart
I'm not sure it's been long enough
To say that what I feel is really love
There is just one way to learn
Sometimes we'll get hurt and right now it's our turn

Give it time, help me through
Heart, we can do this together
Your my strength, your my soul
I need you now more then ever

Heart,
All the hurt will soon be gone if you'll just keep on beating strong
You will always be my friend
So keep on hanging in and we'll find love again

Heart
I know i've been hard on you
I'm sorry for the things I put you through
Please don't you break on me
I need to make you see, it wasn't meant to be
'Cause you will always be my friend so keep on hanging in
And we'll find love again.

ttfn

beautifully broken.

i have to stop this! sleeping at 6 a.m. and waking up at 2 p.m

mira mira miraaaaaa stop (!)

its not that i dont wanna sleep. i just can't. its hard being alone trying to sleep in my bed at night. it kinda makes me remember him for some reason. then i'll start listening to those sad songs and start crying. grrr! so usually i would watch tv sampai tertido depan that tv then mummy akan kejut " mira, naik bilik. dah pagi ni. "

my mom calls this my sarang bawah tangga. mainly only i watch tv here :)

i read kayin's blog like 5 mins ago. she watched the movie 'how to deal' and the one thing that really got me all teary was the part where kayin wrote 'first loves, are never really over'
man it hurts to even imagine how long i'll take to heal.


ttfn :'(

amar nak kurus!

so last night i was on the phone with amar ruzai for like 2 hours. mainly the conversation was about him jogging twice a day! amar was the last person on my mind that would actually work out haha sorry amar ;D so we were talking and laughing (well actually he was talking and i was the one laughing). he is sooooo determined to get so kurus. and the most absurd thing was, he refused to show any of his latest photos, even on facebook cos he wanted everyone to start falling head over heels when they see him on the day of the results. haha u're pathetic lah amar! so watchout majesticlegacy 0509. amar will be a new man! haha

the new amar :)

oh and today i watched beauty and the geek, one of my must-watch shows and i have to say that i hate william!
he's like the most cocky and stuck-up geek ever!

quote of the day:

"in school, you're given the lesson and then the test. but in life, you're given the test and then the lesson"

ttfn :)

nightmares

okay its been 2months now so aren't i supposed to be okay?
nobody said it was easy
oh its such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be this hard
i'm going back to the start

i just wonder do u ever think of me anymore. do you?
imissyou *tears*

hello world

so okay, my first ever blog. well i was kinda getting bored, so i decided to make one :) as for today, i did nothing much besides sleeping and guitar hero-ing. oh but i watched this adorable movie.

tinkerbell movie

i had a crush on terence haha which was the voice of jesse mccartney

watching this, i felt like i didn't wanna grow up! gahh the drama of being a teenage girl.